Sunday, June 29, 2008
A long long time ago.
Unexplainable happiness..once upon a time...but then again not all fairy tales have a happy ending...
Posted by Caramel at 2:34 PM
Sunday afternoon
I am watching panchatantiram now.Boy its sooo funny! Haha
And I have decided..
Simran is the best!
Newer actresses like Shriya and Nayan Thara are not half as hot as her...
And the best part..she can act!
Even though she is not tamil...she made an effort to mime tamil words perfectly...Unlike Shriya.
She is also a good dancer....
It is sad that she is not acting anymore.
Guess how I spent my Friday night...
On Friday at about 5 pm, I was shivering away at my cubicle.
I knew I was falling sick.
What is new?
But then again its kinda rare that I get fever.
By the time I came back home, I was kinda glued to the sofa and was walking like a drunkard.
I came home and checked my temperature and it was 39.2 degrees!
No wonder I could not keep my eyes open and wad feeling soo dizzy.
I wonder how I managed to make my way back on my own actually.
I wanted to just take panadol and sleep the night away.
But that goondu hubby of mine insisted that I see a doctor.
He wanted to bring me to a clinic nearby but somehow he later decided to bring me to hospital coz of the horrible state that I was in.
Hmm...wasn't a good idea actually.
Shall not elaborate
Well..just wana say I am really sick and tired of falling sick la!
Anyone has a remedy for me?
How do I build my immune system up?
Oh will I have to go on falling sick every now and then?
But I realise one thing..
I was perfectly fine till I went back to work.
I think stress is my greatest enemy.
When I am work I even put on going to the toilet as it will take up my precious time.
I know its not good for me.
But what to do.
Work piles up.
Am supposed to be on MC on Monday but I am going to work...Have many many things to do.
Let me backtrack.
I played badminton with my dearies at work.
It was great fun!
Hahaha....we should do it more often..
Makes me wana play badminton more often.
Dad and Jal play it every week.
I am usually pretty tempted to join them at times.
But dad prefers a game which will give him the most workout.
After giving birth I seem to have lost my ability to run.
Seriously.
Gone are those days where I could really really run and get the balls.
These days when I play badminton, if I have to run, I will just give the ball a miss.
I dunno why....
Looks like it is time for me join in their games again.
At least I can get some exercise and hopefully fall sick less often.
I need an exercise partner!
Ok now I am off to watch Iruvar on Central.
I am on a roll.
But only till both my babies wake up.
Ciaoz
Posted by Caramel at 1:29 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
I have lost something so close to my heart and I hate myself for it
I have logged in many times before this entry in the hope to publish a new post.However, I just get caught up with lotsa things and I have to log out without any new entries.
Well..I....
Hmm haha I was typing the entry above at 11am and forgot that I had a meeting at 11.
So that was interrupted too.
Now its 3.11pm.
And here I am.
Not the least free but I just wanted to write about my days so far.
Work is piling up!
By the way...I lost my dearest precious handphone on Wednesday.
I still can't recollect how I lost it.
It still seems surreal to me....
I have never lost my precious things so far....
Sad...Really sad...
Come September it would have been 4 years since Amin had bought that handphone for me....
Yah 4 years! That long.
And it was not exactly in a good condition.
The phone was falling apart pretty often.
And Rayn loved to throw it down pretty often so that he can watch how I fix it back again.
But it has been with me through my best and my worst days.
I have this connection with that phone which I dun think anybody understands.
When I told them that I have lost it...not many people emphatised with me.
They told me its time to buy a new phone.
It's true.
I was time to buy a new phone long ago...
But I could not bear to and did not see the need to.
Simply because....
It was that phone that was lucky enough to be touched by an angel, aka mummy darling.
It was that phone which took pictures of mummy darling.
It was that phone that was with me when I took my first and last driving test all nervous.
It was that phone that was with me when I went through 14 hours of labour to bear my lil sunshine.
It was that phone that had all the wishes that my family and frens sent me when I gave birth to lil sunshine.
It was that phone which helped me prevent slipping into post natal depression.
It was that phone that was keeping me accompany when I was in hospital.
It was that phone that cheered me up when I was feeling stressed and down at times.
It was that phone that kept me in contact with my frens whom I treasure.
And most of all...It was that phone that I had a strong strong connection with.
Somethings just can't be explained and understood....
I got myself a basic phone from 7-11 so that I can stay contactable.
But I have lost all my contacts.
It has been 2 days.
But I cun help but brood over it....
It is always on the back of my mind.
I know that its just a non living thing..
However it carries too many memories that involve living things.....
So just let me brood....
By the way this morning was a bad start of the day......
But things are somewhat ok la....
Alright gotta go now...
Catch ya later
Posted by Caramel at 11:11 AM
Monday, June 9, 2008
TV Addict
Guess who is addicted to TV.Not just any programme.
Rayn is hooked to..... Hi5!!!
Aiyo I tell u he wants to watch the same programme over and over again on the same day!
But I am ok with it cause I think its good...
But I am worried for his eyesight la...
I have this bad feeling that he is gonna wear glasses just like his papa and aunties.
Aiyo sayang la..
By the way Rayn also loves watching Vadivelu's comedy!
Anyway did I ever mention that Rayn's dad is the 'best' TV addict that I have met in my life!
He lives on TV la..Thats bad..
I have never been a TV person..that I thank my dad for...
Cause he forbade us to watch TV.
We could not even watch cartoons.
So now I find watching TV a waste of time.
I like to watch Tamil movies though....
Guess who Amin had a 5 minute phone conversation with..
Jazreel Anikka Nilofer! Haha
Mind you she is just 20 months!!
She was just babbling away la!
I was telling Amin that she is gonna be talking like her mummy in no time!
Such a bright and intelligent gal she is!
I think she likes me more now...
The GSS is going on and here I am sitting at home.
This is so sad la...
Nevermind..I can smell payday around the corner..
I really do hope that Taj is catching up all the time lost with her fiance in London
Also that SN and BX are not spending their entire fortune in Japan...
Also that the weather in India is kind to Loggy who is there for her service expedition.
I really miss these gals..
Will be seeing them on the 18th tho..
It feels as if the hols just started.
Technically, hols just started last Thursay for me.
Had to finish up lotsa things before that...
Hope spend the next few days meaningfully before the hols end...
You guys enjoy your week too k!
Before I leave I wish dear Dola a speedy recovery K!