Tuesday, March 31, 2009

A Job Well Done

I dedicate this entry to none other than my dearest.......
HUBBY MOHAMED AMIN!
I dunno if he would be readin this anytime soon...
But I just have to give it to him for handling my sick lil boy so well!
Amin has always been one to take a back seat in the parenting.
Usually it is jsut me doing everything with and for Eshan.
Sometimes it can be quite frustrating as I have always felt that he should be more involved so that I will be less stressed.
But when Eshan fell sick...it seemed like it was for so long.
But that one week...
I think Eshan's recovery was hastened because of the way Amin took care of Eshan.
He has just got his way. He is not like me.
Does'nt restrict Eshan at the same time, still manages to keep things under control.
I admire that coz I dunno how to do that...Amin knows when to let go....
Eshan was very very happy under his father's care.
I can't explain how I felt when I came back home to find Eshan all happy and playing with his dad.
Thank you for being such a great father Amin. That was certainly a job well done!
And how can I forget my family who never failed to do anything they could to make him better.
And Zai who went an extra mile and made me break down....
And frens who never failed to check on how he was doing....
I love you guys!

*Thank you God for Eshan's recovery....

Posted by Caramel at 9:30 AM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Yet again!

Rayn is sick yet again!
He was coughing for 1 month....
Brought him to the doctor that I usually go to.
Usually he will recover quite fast...
But this time.it took too long!
The doctor did not give him antibiotics because he did not have fever then..Besides this doctor believes in allowing the child to build up his/her own immune system.
However, On Sunday midnight, he developed a a fever of 39 degrees!
I got so worried.
Because fever can be really fatal..
I know people who lost their hearing due to high fever...
And so I had to be on child care leave yesterday...
Was feeling quite bad because it was the first day of sch...
But what to do...No one else to help me...
Where is my mum!!!
Why is she not here?
Why?
Went to a different doc this time...
He said that Rayn has hypersensitive lungs....
Might have to rent the nerbuliser if he does not get much better...
So sad... am worried that he might become an asthmatic just like me...
Doc gave two days mc for him...
But I thought that he would get better by today and that I would be able to go to school today...
However, when I woke up at 7am today, his fever was at 39.1 deg!
Aiyooo I got soo worried...
His high fever does not usually last for 2 days...
But the doctor did warn me that it will take up to 3 days for his fever to recover.
Its due all the phlegm in his lungs I guess....
Poor boy!
So I had no choice but to take another day of child care leave....
I had to miss the SEMTREX exercise..
But what to do...
Its the calling of my job as a mother...
I really miss my mother...
I still wonder...Why did God have to take her away from us when she had just started to enjoy life.....Why?
What can I do to get her to meet Rayn?
They would have made an invincible duo!

Posted by Caramel at 7:17 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Help!

I have three observations next week and I am sick!
Arrrrghhhh How?

Posted by Caramel at 9:34 PM