Monday, July 28, 2008
Dark clouds, dark clouds please disappear....
Hmm...It is a phase which is horrible.Feeling lost, helpless, sad, lonely, angry and certainly pmsing.
What an awful combination!
I have to make a quick decision...
Work and people at work are not helping either...
I dunno what I need to make myself feel better.
Please dun ask me whats wrong as I dun think I can talk about anything without crying for now...
PMS la!
I hate it PMS!
But I know at the end of a storm there will be rainbow!
My rainbow is non other thannnnnnnn Rayn Eshan!
Baby mummy loves you soooo much!!!
Thank you for being there....
God please show me some light
Posted by Caramel at 5:50 PM
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Lousy me
I am feeling very shitty.Witnessed this when I went out for lunch with 3 of my colleagues.
There was a lady who looked like a maid
With a boy.
There was another man with the maid...
I presume its her boyfriend.
That boy must be her employer's son.
That boy looked so bored and pitiful.
She was very very rude to the boy.
Then...that bloody man...bought a bottle of beer...
That bloody maid poured a glass for herself....
Guess what she did next...
That bloody bitch actually asked the lil boy to drink some of the beer.
That boy is not more than 6 years old for goodness sake!
The man told her not to give it to the boy but the maid continued...
I wanted so badly to do something...
I would have..If I was alone or with people of my kind..
As in people who stand up to injustice...
Not people who sit there and do nothing about it...
If I was with my sisters or my clique from school...we would surely have done something about it.
I feel soooo shitty now!
so useless I am!
I went back again cause the feeling was eating me...
Told the owners of the place about it and told them to be on the look out...
Arrrghh...I cun think of anything else!
Nothing is going to change even if I fret over it...
Posted by Caramel at 1:49 PM
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Happy Birthday to me!!!
Hey Peeps...Wanna start with Saturday...
We went to the zoo on Sat coz dad had free passes.
However on the same day, Singapore Power was having their family day!
Ummu was there but did not manage to find her amidst the crowd.
It was really really packed.
And the weather was sooo hot!
Hmm overall...It could have been better la...
We were there about 5 hours.
Came back feeling super duper tired.
The 4 sisters had planned to party.
I already told them actually...
That whenever we plan, things dun exactly turn out well...
And that was exactly what happened!
The club that we wanted to get into was FULL HOUSE by 12.10am!
Can you beat that!
But I love that place!
So had to go another place which totally ____________!
Please feel in your own words k.
So that sucked!
We are not satisfied.
We wana go again...
But by the time we put the little one to sleep and all...
Haha thats y we always end up going late....
He sleeps soo late!
And we dun like to leave when he is still awake.
So there...That was Saturday....
Sunday went for the car show with my dear Ummu and the rest.
Rayn and Anikka were playing happily together...
Ummu and I were talking happily together
And the guys were looking at the cars happily.
Haha...
I got my first birthday present from Narj!
She got me 2 perfect bras!
Haha...looks like she knows my fitting better than me!
Then my papa gave me $$.
That was great as usual...
Went over to my dad's place to cut cake...
This zai went to waste money and bought 2 cakes just cause she was not happy with the first cake!
Aiyo!
As usual...Spending quality time with my beloved family is just pure bliss!
Then on my birthday itself...nothing much happened...
The day was pretty ordinary...
Didn't really meet my girlies....
Cause Mondays are my super busy days!
I came down to get my stuff before running off to another class and this is what I saw!
I was sooo surprised and it got me grinning from ear to ear....
Such sweetiepies they are...
So creative!!
Then the cleaner auntie asked me, 'Hey what happened to your car"!
I rushed over to have a look even though I was late, and this is what I saw!
Aiyo!!!
Soo sweeet la.....
Only these people can come up with such ideas! Haha
These are the sweeties who made my day...
And more pics!
I certainly felt loved! And blessed to have found frens like them here! They make my days! Loggy is not in the pic cause she was unwell.
Thanx for everything gals...I love each and every of your gestures! And the gifts too!
Oh ya...my music class sprung a surprise on me!!! Wow!
Then I went home feeling like a happy gal...
And I had more surprises waiting for me....
My baby being such a darling got me all the things that I wanted!
As if he could read my mind....
Dun wana mention what....
Scared kena evileyes la....
He is an angel that God has sent me...
I love you baby!
Thank you sooo much!
(Thank you Jal for helping Amin with the decision making)
(Thank you Rayn for being just you and only you)
Not forgetting to mention this..
This sweet boy in my class...insisted that his mum baked a cake for me....and thats exactly what she did...It was sooo yummy!!!!
Thank you so much!
My Family and friends (not forgetting the ones who messaged me)
As usual I cun help but feel truly blessed!
Thank you God!
Posted by Caramel at 4:37 PM
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Customised Shit
Hell...am bloody pissed!I hate the customised shit thingy that we are supposed to carry out.
In the first place I do not even believe in it.
Then how do I do it?
Hell I am bloody bloody tired.
I am supposed to be doing other things but I cun
Coz I am having gastric pain now.
Coz I did not have the time to eat.
Hell am so bloody pissed with the arsehole.
It is really sucking my blood.
Did not expect it to be sooo bad!
I hate it!
Helpppppppp!